viernes, 30 de julio de 2010

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Hey everyone; This is my new freaking blog, and here I will post my freaking depressing life,that more than a tragedy or comedy....Is a monolog.
Okay, let's start this crap.

I'm a 14 years-old girl, I live in a small country , Chile - Okay, it's not "that" small - I'd like to become in a singer, but I don't know how to sing, yeah, I'm pathetic.
I have...like 7 good friends, Maybe a little more. I'm pretty ugly, and I'm a really annoying person.
I had only 1 boyfriend, and he broke up with me this year in...huh...May? Yeah, I think.
I'm a total freak in my school...and anywhere else; I don't fit.
My classmates look me like a stupid disgusting freak, But the don't know me, at all.

I fucking love music, specially Paramore, Versaemerge, Flyleaf, Weezer, The Rasmus, Ivoryline,etc. I also like more...classic bands; Queen, Bon Jovi, Journey, etc.
I'm an infomaniac; I love to search for freak facts about anything. My favorite series are Daria - This one is kind of old, It started at 1997, I never saw it on tv, so I watch it in youtube - Glee and Invader Zim - About this one...All my friends were scared of this serie when they were children, but I wasn't, And I have an obssession with sarcastic and tetric series, and with it's creator, Jhonen Vazquez.

I have a weird perception of life, I use to think a lot.
I feel...I don't know, Lonely?...Well,I feel sad or something like that sometimes, like, my facebook is like a desert; No one writes me anything or comments anything, But whatever.
Actually, my ex is with my cousin, but that's another story...Now I spend my sleepless nights thinking that I'm crap and I was stupid because of think that somebody could like me.
I have a little brother, Javier, we're always doing something stupid...or figthing.
I love to read, to watch movies and specially...I love being a freak.I know I just said that nobody could ever like me, that I'm ugly and stuff, but at least I accepted it, and I know I can be happy with it.
fixed.at.zero@live.com If you wanna laugh at me or just talk, that's my e-mail, write me or add me in messenger.
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